.....

1day after the break up
i lay here stare'n into the eyes of an ex friends ex girlfriend

am i wrong....

are we not lookin for the same thing

"LoVE"


will our past HiNDER ouR FuTURE

its inevitable

Live....L0ve....Lie...

"Live for Love" "Love to Lie"
"Lie beside the great divide"
"Lord i am just a Beginner"

"a winner and a Sinner"

-[A] LiGHT iN ThE AttiC (my BanD)

*sigh*
07 is almost Over
Here i Pay homage to the people
who made my year memorable

FiRst
.:![AmMo]!:. & .:![P]!:.
A.K.A
Corey & Topanga
Eric & DoNNA
(switch)
Carrie & Big

The two most influencial people in my life, i love dem mo fo's unconditionally (nohomo .:[P]:.) lol....this past year started on such a high, and then went into a freefall.....but past all the hardships we're all pickin ourselves up, and eachother....many memorable moments with these two..together..and seperated...frum palisades, 58th pl, to la mirada loll...jokes.been thru my share of shit with .:[P]:. which makes him nothing less than a brother till the end...and .:[ammo]:. has been there for this big EMO ass nigga lol..n i've been there for her....and she can't be nothing less than a sister...yawl need to b on a reality series for reel tho...loll, its kool tho, once me and .:P:. make it in this music shit there will be one..mark my words lol...oh shit, that one night slipped my mind..@ mi mi's house.....mi n (blank)...wurr in the guest room while they wurr supposed to b upstairs...n i was suspicious of .:p:. ol pretend to b sleep ass...so (blank) started moanin...and all u hear out of no were was .:p:. deep ass voice "TWO TIMES!!!" and .:[ammo]:. strts die'n loll...den wen .:[ammo]:. str8 pressed mi for leavin the toilet seat up lmfao


GOD[son]
MAXiMiLLiAN
LoL, man....oh man....thz lil man....all he doo is spit, and shit....spitty shitty boy lol,
but adorable still....most memorable moment with him was wen dahne phanny held'm, and he was just oggle'n dem chesticles loll...lookin hungry as ever loll...mi and .:ammo:. was on heads..like naw nigga


Cupids BullEt
LMFAO!!!
my old band..only good songs i made.....mi n the "leader" fell out..n since then i've been workin on my own shit...n its better than ever...since i left the members are miserable....its falling apart much more...the music is terrible....repetitive....and bubbly.....the fans are non existent loll...and a couple of the members are anticipating my new project
[A] LiGHT iN thE AttiC


Next

(lmfao @ my retarded grr face)

everyone who knows me, knows her...and she has taught me the biggest lessons of this year...dont let them kno u love'm.....distance yourself....look @ ur relationship....look @ ur partner...and say to yourself....could i see my self marrying her.....think hard about how she keeps herself up.....then come to your conclusion..in my case it was no...but it has been fun...and i've learned to care not....the hopeless romantic..has learned to use the user lmfao...life lessons yo...live learn....n move on wit wht u kno

JoELy (odd ball) BeAN
The HiP [HOP] Connesiuer turned hip hop mentor loll, this is my DJ, Promoter, Fickie Fickie reMix'n ass nigga, and a good friend...wen me n dis nigga shoot the breeze its alll jokes...and remenicing on good ol' wester chester..most memorable moment..had 2 b @ gus's party, lol...wen we stumbled to the car...drunk as fuk...n he laid out in the street....jus laid there for like 10 mins...lol...i was high and drunk as fukk so it was highly amusing @ the time...

[DUB]csK
<[DT, and COre]>
deez nikkaz..man...hackie sack mentors in 05 and 06....n in 07 they taught me how to skate....n get over my fear of fallin on my ass on a skate board....taught me how to tag....n gave mi my 1st bong hit...G shit yo....sum artsy ass people....took mi to my 1st drum circle...deez my nikkaz..mos memorable moment..its between gus party..wen i joined dub csk n we was on the dance floor doin the dice thang wit theese bopperz...or my 1st taggin mission, wen core broke a window in this dudes house, so we dont have to hit the gate again, den stole a bar b que grill on the way out loll..

My TRu[EsT] FaN
DWAYnE

the one person not in my close circle who gives constructive criticism and holds mi 2 a higher standard than any rapper to leave chester....most memorable moment this year was @ the september party, wen chris walked thru the house with the watermelon....den two five mins later out comes dewayne and aron like "okay wheres the melon, we saw watermelon"...den they started eatin tht shit..n dewayne was like "OMG its soo supple" lmfao

the ex's get no mentions
[W]hoReS lol

my music sez it


TAY
met her @ emerson...1st day she was queit as hell, was jus there as mi n deez nikkaz was baggin and joke'n...nex day she came out shootin lmfao...den we found out we both new .:[p]:...n shit....we jus became friends loll....most memorable moment...we'll there's three loll....1.the la mirada fiasco..the whole ordeal especially wen she introduced us to her grandparents and she was like "this is .:BurG:."....then he was like ".:BurG:.?, as in ICEBERG...so u a PiMP" lmfao...den he got on .:[AMMO]:. VOice lol.....2.@ The Bridge whatchin Surf's up..n her moms hits the major mission to see if she was really in the theatre loll..and3.@ ben and jerry's (wen i was juggle'n two chix) n she was like were's ur girlfriend all loud..n i was like she right here (all suspiciously) n den she was like OH...nice to meet u im tay..then sed PiMPS on top and gave me dap loll

more memories to be made
Dec.29th THe KiCK BaCK...
itw'ill be DOPE lol

Angel i kno its not the end.....we'll always b good friends.....

"Purrrrrrr..feect"
"strangers when we meet, strangers on the street"
"Lovers while we sleep"
-Smashing pumpkins


Case of the ex.....yea the imfamous one of muse's for the song faithful..she still loves me (she sayz)...
but her aways exclaim how much she's strung up on her ex...but she's tryna talk to me.
eh, no dice....[especially wen u openly let me n the world know yawl
are still cutty budies] sike yo mind yo..then she guilts me, blaming mi for the break up.
im like w0ah!..i aint shove dem cox in ur mouth, i aint put ya step moms god sons face in ur crotch.
no matter how much i love her, i cant deal wit tht skank type shit... n now
i find out she's been depressed (suicidal) kuz lifes hard.....plz miss..ur life isnt as hard
as u exagerate, thats jus ur teenaged phase...compare real quick

Burg............................................ Ex
3Aunts:Deceased ..................1Aunt:Deceased
1Grandmother:Deceased........................ Grandmother:alive
2Close Friends Dead .....................0Close Friends Dead

alll b4 senior year of highschool....thts jus for starters....but i digresss
i feel no sympathy for her, really...im jus be'n genuinly nice to her..i dun
want her to get the wrong idea (i.e her away labeling me her prince charming)
tht thanksgiving i shared with her made me realize why we broke up
im always ahead of her time (regardless of time) i just am...intellectually,
emotionallly, jus in every way possible...since her i trust no woman
who is even intrested in me, even tho i fall for them..
what an asssshole i've turned out to be
blame her not me
-BuRG



p.s
kush kush kush

p.p.s
AMMO RULES!!!

p.p.p.s
.:P:. if u read this, shuddup hoe lol

p.p.p.p.s
"whatch this become the new myspace"